Why?

Ok, I know that I am just 22,but am I toooo weird? What is the problem with me and guys? Should I just give up? Ok I gave up inside myself some weeks ago but as a bad habit it keeps coming back. Hallmark movies you are killing me. Why can't be my life as you put it in your movies? One of my hopes is that maybe when I get a dog I will meet one man who will fit my really interesting personality.
I just need to improve myself and be a better me. Be a better me, be a better me.

Gossipper

I am failing. I need a gossip buddy. ASAP
Btw teaching English went well, Hungarian will be next week. Along with English. I am nervous already